never be bullied into silence. never allow yourself to be a victim. accept no ones definition of your life. define yourself. i`m a mess && my room usually is too, i laugh at the stupidest things && always say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Sometimes I cry for no reason, && I get jealous easily. But i`m just me && thats all i can be, take it or leave it. Good judgement comes from experience. Unfortunately, the experience usually comes from bad judgement. well people call me rachel.but i have many other names such as rachii daze,bitch,roo,ray ray.the last time i had a birthday i had 21 candles on my birthday cake.i look at this world thru blue eyes.i stand tall at 5'3. my fingers interlock with nobody at the moment, which means im single.my favorite colors are pink or baby blue. i live with my mom && dad. my parents have been married for 36 years.i graduated from lakeside high school in may 2003. i have an older brother named micah, && an older sister named sarah. && i have a beautiful neice named anna. i have lived in augusta since i was 2, so that would mean ive lived in this crappy town for 19 years. i have a puppy named elvis murphy, 3 cats, a new baby kitty named spankii, && one horse. my dad has heart disease && i hate it. he has had 6 heart attacks in the past 5 years. im a big daddys girl, so it hurts a lot to know that he might not be there later on in life. i dont have a job right now, i attend augusta technical college && im studying criminal psychology. i dont have a car due to a stupid girl hitting me head on in the suicide lane. i have wonderful friends, that i love very much. some people think im a bitch, but i just speak whats on my mind. i hate drama, && the people that bring it. i hate people that lie. i dont like it when people talk shit, && then dont back it up. i love watching football, my two favorite teams are the georgia bulldogs && atlanta falcons, DUH. && yes i watch nascar toos, dale jr roxs. i think way to much about things that shouldnt matter. people take advantage of me very often. i dont like fake people, be real, be yourself, & love every minute of it. i dont have any regrets. yes, i have made some bad choices but those choices are the reason i am who i am today. i trust people to easy && i get let down a lot because of it. one of my favorite things to do is lay on the beach, it really relaxes me. i love to write, its a way to get my feelings out. im a big computer geek. :o). i believe in god, but i dont think you have to go to church, just to believe. im severly allergic to hay && horses, but i live on a farm. ive been around horses my whole life. lol. i am a very loud && outgoing person. i love to go out && party with friends, but some nites i like to stay home && relax. i think people make a big deal over too much, too often. i think people overuse the world love, && because of that a lot of people get hurt. i know how to spell, i just choose to write like i want. i care about people who dont care about me. i would do anything for my friends, but i dont think they feel the same. ive never had someone of the opposite sex say i love you, && mean it. so go ahead, && try to figure me out.